She blamed the jinx on the selfless attitude of the women and their belief that they can ‘fix’ any man, no matter how badly damaged emotionally he may be.
The 33-year-old actress and singer who said she used to be a fixer added that she endured bad relationships, and kept on attracting the same type of men who needed to be fixed.
Probably referring to some of her colleagues in the entertainment industry whose marriage crises have made headlines recently, Amusa said she knows a lot of women with the same condition.
Sharing a Desert Safari photo of herself in Dubai, United Arab Emirates, Amusa wrote: “We attract cheating men, commitment-phobic men, emotionally unavailable men, emotionally damaged men, alcoholics, drug abusers, narcissists, and sociopaths.
It’s like we are a magnet for men whose pieces are shattered all over the place. And for some reason, we feel compelled to put these pieces back together.
“But I must admit, I have failed every single time.
“I never gave myself a chance to sit back and question my motives. Instead of asking why I constantly felt obligated to pick up someone else’s broken pieces, I ran to pick them up without a second thought. Being selfless made me think that coming second didn’t matter because I was putting someone else’s worthiness first. And in the end, rank doesn’t matter, right?
“I realized that the reason I was attracting these types of men was because I believed I could save them.
“As selfless, thoughtful, giving women, we think we will be “that woman”—the one who will change them. We think we can turn a cheater into a loyal boyfriend. We think we can help him walk away from the drugs and alcohol. We believe we can help him get over his commitment issues and aim for a stable future with us. We trust that we can get rid of the emotional baggage that he has been carrying for years.
We attract these men because we believe they need us. And to leave them would be selfish, insensitive and ruthless.
We attract these men because we believe they need us. And to leave them would be selfish, insensitive and ruthless.
“The sad news is, we constantly blame ourselves when they don’t change. Every time they fail us, we think it’s because we failed them. Their hold on us becomes stronger; they keep us around knowing they have nothing to offer.”
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